I'm feeling some type of way today.
I'm totally unmotivated and I woke up with a double dose of daily anxiety. Yes friends, I have anxiety and if I'm not careful that anxiety will turn into a seizure.
The main reason for my anxiousness is this accounting class I'm taking.
It's beyond difficult, and no matter how many hours a day I spend studying I still manage to fail the quizzes. The quizzes are ambiguous, and personally I don't think they make a fair attempt for success. Not to mention, the freakin' teacher called me by my last name, and this made me realize that she probably doesn't even know who I am!
I am not just a number dear accounting professor, I am a human being and I would like it if you took the time to realize that my name is Thomasina.
The weather is beautiful and the sun is shining, and I want to be outdoors enjoying it.
I studied outside for a bit yesterday and it was a nice change of scenery.
I just wish I could accomplish more in a day besides studying accounting.
Luckily my mom comes over almost every day to help me out.
She's terrific, and I love the fact that she encourages me whenever I feel like giving up.
It just seems that I don't have time for anything, and I feel like I'm sacrificing so much.
I want to get back into scrapbooking, but it's been put on the back burner for a very long time.
I want to go back to reading a new book every two weeks.
I try to read every night before bed, but lately I've been up late with accounting.
I still have a very long road ahead of me for my undergrad work, which is making me rethink online education.
I'm starting to wonder if I will ever really see the rewards of all my hard work.
I hate when I start feeling this way.
Can I really see this all the way through?
Can anyone else relate to my anxiety?
Have a Fabulous Weekend, and Do Something Extra Special For Yourself!