Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Breaking Point


Although today is Tuesday, I'm not going to link up for Target Tuesday. 
This is because I need to get some things off my chest, and out my head.
I'm struggling with school.  I mean really struggling. 
I'm having panic attacks.
My head is aching.
My stomach is upset and I can't tolerate food.

 
I'm at my breaking point.

 
I don't know how much more of this I can withstand.
My faith is dwindling because I feel all alone, like I'm not getting any help.
The more I pray, the harder it all becomes.
I'm losing my ability to function.
My whole life is based upon and around school.

 
I'm mad at this stupid accounting class.
I'm mad at online education.
I'm mad that I have to cover 15 weeks of material in 7 weeks.

 
I'm mad at the laundry that needs washing and folding and putting away.
I'm mad at the dishes that need washing.
I'm mad at the floor that needs vacuuming.

 
I'm mad at myself for possibly taking on more than I can handle.
I'm mad at myself for being so incredibly stressed out.
I'm mad at myself for believing that I can't accomplish my goal.
I'm mad at myself for not being able to do everything that needs to be done.
I'm mad at myself for not being able to understand accounting.
What am I supposed to do?

 
I'm at my breaking point.

 

 

 

4 comments:

  1. I here ya! There are sooo many things I'm mad about. I haven't gotten them issued in my blog yet - but they're there! I DO, however, think it is good to get it out into your blog or even just to one friend..a girl needs to vent! I really hope everything starts going better for you though. Keep your chin up and just remember everything eventually falls into place! :)

    ReplyDelete
  2. Relax. Let a few things slide until you catch your breath. "This too shall pass."

    I'm looking forward to the "A to Z" challenge and reading more from you. You can always make your posts a "word of the day" list - minimal work and time! ;-)

    ReplyDelete
  3. Take a few deep breaths, relax, maybe step away from it all for a few minutes. You will be fine...I know it :).

    ReplyDelete
  4. I love your site and as I browsed your blog I decided to award you the Inspiring Blog Award.

    Go to http://astorybookworld.blogspot.com/p/awards.html and pick up your award.
    ~Deirdra

    ReplyDelete

Thanks For Taking The Time To Comment! I appreciate What You Have To Say.

LinkWithin

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...