Breaking Point

Although today is Tuesday, I'm not going to link up for Target Tuesday. 

This is because I need to get some things off my chest, and out my head.

I'm struggling with school.  I mean really struggling. 

I'm having panic attacks.

My head is aching.

My stomach is upset and I can't tolerate food.

 

I'm at my breaking point.

 

I don't know how much more of this I can withstand.

My faith is dwindling because I feel all alone, like I'm not getting any help.

The more I pray, the harder it all becomes.

I'm losing my ability to function.

My whole life is based upon and around school.

 

I'm mad at this stupid accounting class.

I'm mad at online education.

I'm mad that I have to cover 15 weeks of material in 7 weeks.

 

I'm mad at the laundry that needs washing and folding and putting away.

I'm mad at the dishes that need washing.

I'm mad at the floor that needs vacuuming.

 

I'm mad at myself for possibly taking on more than I can handle.

I'm mad at myself for being so incredibly stressed out.

I'm mad at myself for believing that I can't accomplish my goal.

I'm mad at myself for not being able to do everything that needs to be done.

I'm mad at myself for not being able to understand accounting.

What am I supposed to do?

 

I'm at my breaking point.