T is for Twenty-Nine Things about Thomasina

Nehemiah got to have a posted dedicated to him for the letter N,

so naturally I had to do the same for me for the letter T.

I picked twenty-nine things to share because obviously that's my age.

Some things on my list may be repeats from a long time ago, but oh well!

29.) I'm scared to death of frogs and I have no clue why 

28.) I don't have a middle name

27.) I'm named after my father whose name is Thomas (which is also Nehemiah's middle name)

26.) I'm the youngest of 3 children

25.) I have 15 neices and nephews and a slew of great neices and nephews

24.) I've lived in my town for my whole life

23.) My favorite colors are pink, green, and brown

22.) Yellow is my favorite spring/summer color

21.) I love wearing dresses and skirts

20.) I'm just learning how to walk in heels

19.) I don't have any tattoos

18.) I have one piercing-my nose

17.) I cannot see a thing without my glasses

16.) I adore coffee

15.) My mom is my #1 best friend

14.) My other besties and I have been friends since 1st grade

13.) I've seen 2 babies be born (one neice and one great nephew)

12.) I don't own my house (not sure if I'm ready for the responsibility)

11.) I want to one day own a bookstore

10.) Kit Kats and Skittles make my world more tolerable

9.) I bite my finger nails (I know gross)

8.) I played the wicked step daughter in my kindergarten production of Cinderella (good times)

7.) I don't know if I ever want to have more children

6.) I'm a bit obesessive-compulsive

5.) I can't cook pancakes to save my life

4.) I hardly ever use the same handbag twice

3.) I love learning new things

2.) Zebras are my favorite animals followed by giraffes

1.) I've only flown once, and that was to Hawaii and back (12 hours)

Happy Easter to Everyone!!!

T.

Unclear

I don't want to wallow on-and-on about this breakup, but there's more. The ex and I knew each other for years, and getting married was in our future {or so I thought}. There was even a ring. He purchased it, but luckily I didn't get or see it. It would have destroyed me. This leaves me wondering how you can love someone so much, and then turn around and let them go; all while professing your love for them in the same breath.

I know this was about him and not me, but I'm left feeling like something is wrong-with me. I asked my family/friends if I'm really some awful person, but no one has the guts to tell me. But then logic sinks in, and I realize that I have a good heart. My pain management therapist is very wise, and she told that if I could attract such a great guy once, I could do it again and this time he would be even better. Hopefully he'd be the one.

I feel like my clock is ticking. I'll be 29 in a few weeks, and I'm still not married! I'm not sure if I want more children, but that decision needs to be considered rarely soon, especially because I'm high risk due to the Fibro and seizures. I know there's no written rule that you have to be married in your twenties, but I never expected to be single in my late twenties. I was comfortable being single, but then I got used to being with someone, although we didn't get to see each other often due to his career.

The good thing is I can't cry today; I have a cold and my head is full and stuffy, so if I cried my head probably would explode!!

Enough about the breakup. I have some rather good news to share-I checked my grade book {I go to school online}, and my average so far for my public speaking course is a 94! Woo Hoo! I'm praying I can keep this up. I'm also praying that this head cold clears up because I have an awesome weekend planned. Retail therapy with my mom!

By the way, I was able to import my past posts from thinkpink247, so if you're new to the blog check out the old posts!

Happy Thursday everyone, and remember to stay sweet!!
T.